With the closing of my eyes,
a distant fantasy takes it's rise.
Trees of desire sprout,
giving birth and killing doubt.
This is my world now,
and you're playing on my terf.
Dreams are things out of control.
This is different baby, so lock and load.
Be prepared,
But don't be scared.
Brace yourself and take it in.
This is my Fetish, you no longer
have a say...
I've let you in
in more ways than one.
The deal is big, but it could be small.
It all depends on what I feel.
If I want you, I'll have you.
If you experience my fetish,
you should be greatful.
I save it only for the worthy.
My Fetish is something that cannot be told.
I don't know what I can do,
to get this through to you.
....I need you...
There are so many walls,
I can't climb them all.
Why do I keep on falling...?
I look for you through the smoke,
but you're wrapped in someone else's cloak.
...It makes me choke...
We are seperated by so much,
when all I want is your touch.
Please...just hold me...
We both can seduce
yet love could possibly be produced.
Please...show me love...
Needless to say, being together is dangerous.
The addiction is slowly killing me.
All I want is you.
What can I do?
The Sun hits the raindrops
gasting a shimmering shine.
Raindops pound the ground
commiting the most sequential suicide.
As they die,
a beautiful harmony is made.
I get lost in the harmony
and I close my eyes to take it in.
When I reopen them
I direct my gaze down .
The raindrops are hitting the expanse
of water that covers the street.
A pattern is formed in the water,
Circles that radiate from each death.
I marvel at this simplicity,
feeling completely serene.
New water droplets are falling,
Where are they coming from?
These new glimmering additions
fall and form the same pattern.
Take a deep breath
it isn't so bad.
Pain is only temporary
soon it will all be over.
I watch the crimson stream
as it trickles down my arm.
Tears of regret start to arrive;
was it really all so bad?
This isn't worth it
I'm stronger than this!
My tears mix with the blood
Making the stream diluted and weak.
I put the knife down
on the table beneath.
My vision gets blurry
and I'm starting to grow weak.
I should stop the blood flow
but I'm just too fatigued.
I'm screaming inside,
"Save me," but I'm lost within.
I can't bring myself to the conclusion
that this could be the end.
Someone's scr
I want many things.
I want to be carefree.
I want to be young.
Isn't youth beautiful?
Isn't youth important?
Life is short, let it take it's time.
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A change of heart, a change of mind.
I look at you and my will changes.
I want to be older.
I want to be good enough for you.
I'm so tired of being too young.
Take my hand.
Why can't we just forget the 10 years between us?
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I want what I can never have.
You've left me now.
I wonder if we'll ever see each other again.
What would be best?
Should I keep longing for the impossible?
Why does life punish
The Sun hits the raindrops
gasting a shimmering shine.
Raindops pound the ground
commiting the most sequential suicide.
As they die,
a beautiful harmony is made.
I get lost in the harmony
and I close my eyes to take it in.
When I reopen them
I direct my gaze down .
The raindrops are hitting the expanse
of water that covers the street.
A pattern is formed in the water,
Circles that radiate from each death.
I marvel at this simplicity,
feeling completely serene.
New water droplets are falling,
Where are they coming from?
These new glimmering additions
fall and form the same pattern.
I don't know what I can do,
to get this through to you.
....I need you...
There are so many walls,
I can't climb them all.
Why do I keep on falling...?
I look for you through the smoke,
but you're wrapped in someone else's cloak.
...It makes me choke...
We are seperated by so much,
when all I want is your touch.
Please...just hold me...
We both can seduce
yet love could possibly be produced.
Please...show me love...
Needless to say, being together is dangerous.
The addiction is slowly killing me.
All I want is you.
What can I do?
Current Residence: Florida Favourite genre of music: Depends... MP3 player of choice: I-PoD Favourite cartoon character: Tigger Personal Quote: Sex is like a game of cards, if you don't have a partner you have to have a really good hand.
Favourite Visual Artist
Heironymous Bosch
Favourite Movies
Cruel Intentions
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Christina Aguilera
Favourite Writers
Christopher Rice
Favourite Games
Kingdom Hearts
Favourite Gaming Platform
Playstation 2
Tools of the Trade
Stakes, Holy Water, and Crosses...lol.
Other Interests
Connecting Music Thru Various Occasions and watching Buffy and Angel!!!
Wow, I have been so horny lately. I need to get some lol. I'm posting this song up because it's exactly what I'm feeling.
See, baby
I know you done had your share of girls
I am more than confident
You won't ever have to search any streets for
affection
I got you
What kind of boyz you like
I know my looks can be deceivin'
Tell me am I your type
My main goal is to please you
What's on the schedule tonight
Am I the reason you'll be treatin'
I hope you have an appetite
So tell me will you come and spend the night
My love is like...wo
My kiss is like...wo
My touch is like...wo
My sex is like...wo
My ass is like...
Wow, I was away for a while wasn't I? But the important thing is that... I'M BACK!!!
Whew, I'm a full year older and so much happier. I'll be submiting so much new stuff. Don't give up on me okay?
You can see what's been up with my life if you go to my live journal: my username is SEDUCTIVELOVE.
Here we go again****
I couldn't wait another minute when I had you here again
'Cause baby it's been more than minutes since we were more than friends
All of this time I thought,
I thought that nothing had changed
But it's all the same
Here we go
Once again you and I are more than friends
Here we go
Makin' love again
Here we go
Even though we both know this is not right
Here we go
Makin' love another night
Makin' lopve to you is easy
It's something that I missed so long
Baby the way that you please me it feels so right It can't be wring
All of this time I thougt,
I thought that nothing had changed
But it's all the same
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you might want to go look at my site my love...i put one of the pictures of you on there that we took tonight...its sexy, i think you will agree. (and SHUTTUP because you are gorgeous and you know it).